man, i cut ties with someone and i feel like such a dickhead/mean. but i have to sometimes, mostly for the betterment of myself and the other person (mostly the other person though.). I dwell on things longer than i should and it just drains me, even though i know i should just move on already. Maybe its also because i shouldn't just cut ties with someone(?) and should talk to them like a normal person should and have a reasonable discussion, though it's WAY too late for that. But me and that person had 3 things in common, and mostly I felt like i couldn't really be true to them and also felt like i couldn't be true to myself or act the way i normally act, which is a bad sign, i think. though i'm probably never going to get over losing a friend. not going to sugarcoat it for myself though, its 100% my fault.